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Friday, June 8
Laying it on the line, making phone calls when you don't know what to say, leaving yellow sticky notes when your friend is away. Bravery and courage, honesty; sometimes these things don't improve difficult situations.
I don't want to react. Maybe it's denial. I don't want changes, not these changes. I want to be left alone so I don't have to talk about it and I want to be around people so I can be reminded that I am loved. I don't want to be such an emotional person but it's my greatest blessing. I feel sick to my stomach.
Sometimes when I am upset and typing on a keyboard my left eardrum vibrates like someone turned up the bass too high. It's uncomfortable. My recent dreams have been comprised of conversations with close friends, one on one conversations. I wake up and forget the words but appreciate them. Thank you.
Only one song made me feel better today, Baby's Coming Back to Me, by Jarvis Cocker. If you've heard the album, it's the song with the xylophone backing.
I don't want to react. Maybe it's denial. I don't want changes, not these changes. I want to be left alone so I don't have to talk about it and I want to be around people so I can be reminded that I am loved. I don't want to be such an emotional person but it's my greatest blessing. I feel sick to my stomach.
Sometimes when I am upset and typing on a keyboard my left eardrum vibrates like someone turned up the bass too high. It's uncomfortable. My recent dreams have been comprised of conversations with close friends, one on one conversations. I wake up and forget the words but appreciate them. Thank you.
Only one song made me feel better today, Baby's Coming Back to Me, by Jarvis Cocker. If you've heard the album, it's the song with the xylophone backing.
Outside there's children laughing
The radio plays my favourite song
The sun is shinning
Oh and peace broke out in the world
And no-one says a cruel word
And peace is the sweetest sound I've ever heard
And baby's coming back to me
Yeah, baby's coming back to me
Yeah, baby's coming back to me
Yeah, baby's coming home
She was just sleeping somewhere
Now she's come back to hold my hand
And we go walking
And the years have all melted away
Yeah I remember you like yesterday
And the summer's here so say goodbye to rain
And baby's coming back to me...
I feel like I am surely dreaming
How can things oh-so-quickly change?
Well, it's strange but true
I'm telling you truthfully, see:
Oh, baby's coming back to me
Yeah, baby's coming back to me
Yeah, baby's coming back to me
My baby's coming home
